2012

The year of 2012 had me thinking of who I am right now and who I want to be in the future.

Openness: Sometime I wish I was more open about myself and my feelings. Maybe then there won’t be so much pain to bear. I admit that through the years I’ve became bitter and it’s not something I’m proud of. Hopefully this year, I will be able to change this bitterness into sweetness. ^^

Complaining: How often do people complain? I use to think I am not a complainer but apparently that is not true. I find myself complaining more each day. It’s not necessary a bad flaw but it’s also not a good one either. My wise brother told me that if you don’t like what you’re doing, then do something about it. Complaining won’t get you anywhere. So I’ve learned not to complain but to take action. 

New Year Resolution: The only thing I can think of as right now is…as follow…

1.      Gain weight

I think it’s truly amazing how time and experience can change people, myself included in the process. I hope that this route I’m taking will lead me to something bigger, something worth it in the end. So for the upcoming year, I will work hard and do my best. I will be cheerful and actually live life while I can. FIGHTING!!! ^^


--Ryuuseius out